Today, I went to a doctor that treat pain. I was so amazed that the doctor told me that my headache has caused it all. I just can't believe it.
I was there to treat the pain on my neck, shoulders, arm to my fingers. The pain is more to my right. And for at least one year and more, I have no more headaches, even if I have is mild.
He told me he can treat me, so sure. I was taken aback as I have suffered for coming to 2 years end of April. I had been to Tan Tock Seng, the doctor there ridicule me. I had been to NUH to do MRI, the doctor says, there is nothing. I had been to Polyclinic, the doctor was so unwilling to give me a neck X-ray because I have alot of pain but he did. When he see me again, he made a remark," You think you have cancer ah." I was very upset but say nothing.
After 2 yrs, I found a doctor who acknowledge my headache and willing to treat me. The only worries I have is, the cost. I needed to be hospitalized and it is private treatment. Just can't imaged what the cost will mount up to.
On the way home, was amazed how the Lord sees me through all these difficult time. I could have passed off.
Please pray for me and also Dr. Siow who treat me to give me right treatment.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
God's plan
There is so much to write that I do not know where to begin. Life is never the same when God plans to do a work in me, some 7years ago. It all begin in 2003, He starts preparing me by doing a deep work in my life. During that seasons, I can't tell that it was God's working. Then He shows me He has a plan for me Jer. 29:11. I would ask myself, "What plan?" Only when I look back, I begin to realise that God is Awesome and Beyond description. He has chosen me to do His God's size assignment through me not I who choose it myself.
In the next few months, I have alot to commit. Still waiting for clearer direction before commitment. This coming Saturday is my last session with Women in Covenant. Yet to sign up the next two modules for one year commitment. Was glad to hear from my group that they not only going to continue but are getting their friends in their church to sign up. It is so encouraging.
My hope is to move them on to be facilitators like what I am doing. I desire to see the women multiply and grow to strengthen others. This would be the most amazing.
God is good. He is a good God. He knows our weakness right from the begining, yet He still uses us in special ways.
I will be signing up IDT for 2 years training. A little fearful that I couldn't cope with test and memorizing of verses.
Very likely to leave for Cambodia next month, 26th to 29th May. Unless there is any changes, yet to book air tickets. Will be going with my prayer partner, Corina, to take a look before we further commit ourselves to lead small women's group for a week in August. I am excited over the short term mission work with Puspa.
During the month of July from 13th to 19th, may go with Corina for training at Port Dickson.
This is to equip us awareness on spiritual forces in 3rd world country and even our world today. There are people who involved themselves in occultic practices which we need to have special discernment to recognise evil forces for good. Knowing the way to pray for empowerment from God for protection and to know deliverance when there is a need.
God's promise to me,
Isa 54: 2,3a - Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide, do not hold back;
lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes, For you will spread out to the right and to the left;
If you feel the same heart beats for me, please pray for me that the Lord gives me peace and clear direction. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
In the next few months, I have alot to commit. Still waiting for clearer direction before commitment. This coming Saturday is my last session with Women in Covenant. Yet to sign up the next two modules for one year commitment. Was glad to hear from my group that they not only going to continue but are getting their friends in their church to sign up. It is so encouraging.
My hope is to move them on to be facilitators like what I am doing. I desire to see the women multiply and grow to strengthen others. This would be the most amazing.
God is good. He is a good God. He knows our weakness right from the begining, yet He still uses us in special ways.
I will be signing up IDT for 2 years training. A little fearful that I couldn't cope with test and memorizing of verses.
Very likely to leave for Cambodia next month, 26th to 29th May. Unless there is any changes, yet to book air tickets. Will be going with my prayer partner, Corina, to take a look before we further commit ourselves to lead small women's group for a week in August. I am excited over the short term mission work with Puspa.
During the month of July from 13th to 19th, may go with Corina for training at Port Dickson.
This is to equip us awareness on spiritual forces in 3rd world country and even our world today. There are people who involved themselves in occultic practices which we need to have special discernment to recognise evil forces for good. Knowing the way to pray for empowerment from God for protection and to know deliverance when there is a need.
God's promise to me,
Isa 54: 2,3a - Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide, do not hold back;
lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes, For you will spread out to the right and to the left;
If you feel the same heart beats for me, please pray for me that the Lord gives me peace and clear direction. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
God's love
It has been a long time since I last blog. During this period, I experience God's love and mercy.
Despite of my weaknesses physcially and emotionally, He has caused me to stand up again with new spiritual strength through His revelation. I have come to great understanding of my situation and have make choices to press on.
Life is not fair but God is good. I have George to set up my computer system and he has helped me much. Is amazing the way God works. Many time to earnest prayer for recovering my physical strength and also spiritual strength to meet trials of life.
During my time of struggles, the Lord still use me. I only need to be His channel only, He put strength in me. I know He is near and it was not me but Him.
For the first time, the Lord has brought a lady to be my personal prayer partner and also myself being her prayer partner for a season. We will bring down satan's strong hold in our lives. I gives thanks to Him.
BLESS THE LORD OH MY SOUL, ALL THAT IS WITHIN ME BLESS HIS HOLY NAME.
Despite of my weaknesses physcially and emotionally, He has caused me to stand up again with new spiritual strength through His revelation. I have come to great understanding of my situation and have make choices to press on.
Life is not fair but God is good. I have George to set up my computer system and he has helped me much. Is amazing the way God works. Many time to earnest prayer for recovering my physical strength and also spiritual strength to meet trials of life.
During my time of struggles, the Lord still use me. I only need to be His channel only, He put strength in me. I know He is near and it was not me but Him.
For the first time, the Lord has brought a lady to be my personal prayer partner and also myself being her prayer partner for a season. We will bring down satan's strong hold in our lives. I gives thanks to Him.
BLESS THE LORD OH MY SOUL, ALL THAT IS WITHIN ME BLESS HIS HOLY NAME.
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